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Before Long​.​.​.

by Initiate

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1.
Begin Again 02:11
Voices stuck inside my head Empty lot over again Given up my very best Lost myself to bitterness Screaming let me Sick of feeling like a waste Pulled myself up, change of pace Burning down our bridges with the fuel that drives these words Screaming let me breathe I know my worth Behind a smile wearing thin I lie awake and search within Sifting through repressed memory I let these words set me free
2.
I won't give in I'm worn bone thin From this fucking mess we're in Backpedal becomes your trend I'm holding out until the end If vengeance is your plan I hope that you can understand That toxic air that you breathe Is not the air for me It's easy to sink Under the surfacing All you care for is yourself Soon in time you'll find Your judgement clouded mind Has led you to a lonely hell If I extend an open hand In hopes that you were a better man Would you open up your mind Or waste my fucking time? I won't give in Won't doubt myself I'm holding out With every breath that I have left
3.
Gilded 01:31
The tide is high Morale is low Fighting against the undertow Of others rule and tyranny Show me how this land is free Before I lose what's left in me Am I asking too much? As years go by We falsify a country others idolize Band-aid fixed in flecks of gold Underneath stories untold Show me how this land is free Before I lose what's best in me It's our time
4.
Too often we're blind to see The reasons why we're truly weak You think you know, you think you fucking care Well tell my why you're really here To rise for them or for yourself? Self-righteousness, a bullshit form of wealth Your intent's true form has taken over Tell me can you hear me loud and clear? An open mouth is nothing without open ears Your perception of progression is making others small On the day your reign ends no one will catch you when you fall
5.
Nothing More 02:08
Break away Standing there with a mouthful to say A constant struggle to see eye to eye For just this once swallow your fucking pride No apology, demonstrated your piece Violence forgiven because you asked on your knees But I'm not like you, that fence will never mend I won't sit back and just fucking pretend Nothing more for me to think of you Your cowardice protruding through Your actions and the words you never said Are the sounds that pound inside my fucking head Pound your fists until they fucking break Red plagues your eyes When the light shines through the door Forget me, I'm not yours to count on
6.
Nasty Woman 01:06
You think I'm a bitch (nasty woman) Well I bite back (nasty woman) I'm a nasty woman (nasty woman) Have no problem with that Shout to my girls (nasty woman) Who deal with the hate (nasty woman) No matter how you were born (nasty woman) We're all fucking irate Why are you repulsed by women like me? Is it 'cause my head's held high over than eyes off to the side? Is it 'cause I'm making plays rather than on the sidelines? Is it 'cause when I speak out it's not my PMS? It's this bullshit inequality putting my patience to the test One more wrong step I'll see you're through Try to grab me by my pussy I fucking dare you
7.
Before Long 03:18
Yet another day Still no cost to pay Pain won't go away Exhaustion takes its place Foes share the same face Image you can't erase I know it's hard Weighs on the heart But I'll stand by you We'll coalesce our angered fists No ceiling in view When did we begin To believe in fiction? Facts now hard to pin Challenge every thought Unlearn what you're taught We will not be bought My friend, I am nothing like you I gotta make them pay They gotta see the truth I refuse to talk it out Burn down their house with them tied to the couch I'm on my knees Look into my eyes please tell me what you see There will be no peace Don't wanna hear them speak I need to need them bleed If to be heard is to be seen Then give them hell Cause before long A message strong History will tell I know it's hard Before long (the fear dissipates) Before long (you've pushed us too far) This system will break
8.
At Least 01:14
Today I'm gonna stay on the floor The weight of the world I can't handle much more At least if I smile I'll fall gracefully At least for today I'll think carelessly I'll at least try to breathe and visit lovely memoirs If I'm at least on my back I can look up at the stars
9.
Where's the accountability? If I stand up to you would you stand up to me? Would you back down if I were backed hard? No one in this room is worth that card But we've gotta look past thinking we're better than that Because the truth is that we fuck up and take two steps back At the end of the day where are your priorities at? Is it loyalty that it comes down to? Now I'm not saying do it alone Or be the one to throw a bone Do yourself a goddamn favor please Build a floor that'll keep you on your feet Your loyalty don't require a clue If you really loved each other you'd strive for progress too I know there's so much more to gain Than being mindless and going out of my way To my friends I challenge you to the same Don't let the voices of the unheard go in vain A broken record, making this stick Not giving up 'til it no longer exists

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All music and lyrics written by Initiate

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released October 5, 2018

Recorded and mixed by Colin Knight at Paradise Studios
Artwork by Kyle McLaughlin and cover design by Kiabad Meza
Guest vocals on "Before Long" by Walter Delgado

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